It’s Wednesday, which means that it is time again for Wishcasting with Jamie Ridler!
What Do You Wish To Reach For?
I’m not sure exactly what Jamie wanted us to take from this prompt, and I’ve been thinking about it all day long. I was too tired this morning to get up and write, as I had the last two days. I think this cold that is hanging on and turning into something more is draining me more than I had anticipated that it would. It’s like I can’t quite marshall anything other than getting up and getting myself to work and giving it my all while I’m there. When I get home, I crash.
So I guess that’s an answer for me, isn’t it? I think I’d like to reach for some balance. I’m a bit out of whack.
I feel like I’m getting closer to establishing some rhythms that bring me balance. During the week I am consistently meditating. I’m writing here on a regular basis. I’m planning time for creativity. I’m being intentional in my relationship with Sweet Husband.
But I remain tired. That leads me to believe that while I’m making strides towards balance, there’s still a huge reach to make.
I have to remind myself that it’s about the baby steps. It’s been a long time since I’ve been in the classroom, and I have to remember it’s an adjustment. There are days when it is much easier than others, but it’s all so draining at the beginning. I’m only four weeks in. I’ll start to hit my stride here in the next week or so and things will calm down. I’m getting into the groove of lesson planning and getting up to get myself to work at the time that best suits me (30-45 minutes before I have to be there). I’m actually getting to bed at reasonable hours. I’m doing a few things that make me happy along the way.
It’s getting there, but I’d love for it to be there NOW.
So I wish to reach for balance.
What do you wish to reach for this week?