It was an epic weekend! It started with enjoying Saints preseason football with friends and an incredibly sweet baby girl.
It wasn’t as difficult as I imagined it might have been. We still aren’t pregnant, and to be honest, holding that baby…seeing her even…wasn’t painful. Whether Sweet Husband and I are able to have children or not, I’m not unhappy for others. I do not know their struggles. I do not know what it takes for them to get to the point where they have children to love and enjoy. So being with that sweet little girl, holding on to her while she was taking her bottle? All so very good and sweet and right.
And then Saturday, it was off to Tupelo with Darcee. Tupelo is a long ride, but it was a day full of those moments that are priceless in their incredible strangeness. I have photos of buffalo and giraffes, zebras and cattle and the Birthplace. Of course. And the flea market. Where I bought this incredible ring. That I need to take and have sized for my index finger. Monday. I think I’ll do that Monday.
Today has been nothing. I slept until noon and have none next to nothing since. I’m not sure where the day went, not sure at all how the afternoon slipped away from me, but it’s gone. I’m exhausted.
Now for the upcoming week, I have a few goals, a few things that I need to care of. Chief among of them is spending time with Sweet Husband and taking care of myself. There are a ton of ways that I can do that, but really it boils down to just doing it making time for it.
And rest. I’m tired. Thank goodness the nausea I was experiencing last week is gone, but I’m still exhausted. Not sure what that is about, but Exhaustion.
How about you? What are you looking forward to in the new week? What things will you be focusing on making happen?